I feel like its all my fault: not communicating, not prioritizing, not being vulnerable, not being appreciative, not cherishing, not being thankful, not listening, not living in the moment, and the list goes on and on and on! I know I can change: it’s not going to be easy, it’s not going to happen overnight, it’s not going to happen only with my help- it will happen with God’s help. God has been changing my heart – exposing my sin – acknowledging my faults : these are things I must see. These are things that I must want to change! Again: it’s no easy task: 7 months – let us begin!